Tuesday 26 May 2015

Birthdays!!

Birthdays...where do I begin with this one. For those of us living with stage IV birthdays excite us, we celebrate, we smile, and we embrace the very fact that we are alive!!! Yaaay to our hearts still ticking!!  Then there is the general population...especially women. Sorry ladies, but the complaining needs to stop!!! Seriously, if you think the worst thing to happen to you is the fact that you're alive and well, and you've earned another year in your life...then your life is pretty damn AMAZEBALLS!!!!!! Why are we so obsessed with wrinkles?? It's a natural sign of aging. Of being alive. Do we complain because our lives are so damn perfect that it's the only imperfection we can focus on??

I have a hard time listening to it. Ok, I have developed a zero tolerance to it. It's also really difficult when my old counterparts attempt to "relate." When I would hear comments from women double my age tell me, "wait until you get old...I have so many aches and pains." Alright. Fine. I would smile, whilst in my head wanting to throat punch them. Is that really bad?? Know your bloody audience people!!!

I am not a violent person, but sometimes I wish people would simply think before they speak. Firstly, I already have aches and pains and I'm fairly certain my "aches" trump yours as the cancer is eating a hole through my bones, quite literally!!!!! I'm 29 and you're close to 60. You've lived twice as long as me. If I could live to double my age then I would quite certainly take those age related aches and pains and be the happiest human being on this planet!!!! Seniors discount is pretty damn amazing in and of itself. Why can't there be a cancer day discount? Shit, I would buy a damn cane and rock it if I was old!!!

I understand that as human beings we find a need to complain about something, BUT could we for once try and find something good to speak about? I mean instead of bashing the aging process could we not look in the mirror and say: yes I have stretch marks but I brought a baby into this world. Or yes, I have wrinkles, grey hair, and look old as fuck but hey, ironically, I am old as fuck and I'm kickin it!! Seriously, just try!!! Embrace it!

Therefore, next time you have a birthday simply celebrate it!!! Think of the people in this world who will never live to see that age...and blow out your candles and eat your cake. Once you consumed your cake don't make a remark about how the cake will now add fat to your thighs and butt...this shit is exhausting. If you don't like the way you look then do something about it. Eat right and exercise, but please when you have something that is modifiable don't complain about it. Simply act on it. You know what I would give to be told that I simply need to modify a few things, and that would cure me of cancer??!! I would do ANYTHING!! Honestly, if you make these remarks around me you will potentially risk getting injured which will then lead to a longer recuperation because you are, after all, one year older and suddenly, just like that, your recovery time staggers.

So if it's your birthday: Happy Birthday!! Live it up. Do what makes you happy. Surround yourself with the people you love, and always remember that growing old is a privilege. A privilege that is not granted to many.
This was me as a child. I think it was my 6th Birthday. I wish I could go back to my carefree life that I had here. I was ecstatic for my birthday!! Why is it as adults we frown, lie about our age, and seem to get depressed over it?? I'm going back to embracing, celebrating, and loving every year I'm granted in this world! You should try it...I can guarantee you will become a much happier person;)


I have no clue how old I was turning here...maybe 3 or 4? I'm shocked I didn't end up with skin cancer considering how tanned I was growing up in California!!



7 comments:

  1. My husband's grandmother spent an exorbitant amount of time complaining about being old in front of me and kept saying "don't get old." I finally looked at her and basically said I really don't have to worry about it. She then got extremely upset after thinking about what she had been saying and doing. Yes, you will get a beating in front of me too if you complain about these things yeeeessshh. Happy Birthday!!!

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    1. Oh man that would infuriate me!! That's a prime example of "knowing your audience" when people complain!! Remember Mandi we plan on defying the odds and kicking cancer's ass. Dream big Mandi...we may get a chance to rock some pretty decked out canes one day;)

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    2. oh, and I feel I should clarify it is NOT my birthday, but I've heard too may people complaining lately about theres, lol

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  2. I feel terrible about any complaining I've ever done about my aches and pains. My 39 year old daughter was just diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer and I would stand any sign of aging to give her time. I'm praying for both of you to know healing

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    1. Pat I am so very sorry to hear about your daughter. Believe me my mom said the same thing after my diagnosis about feeling awful about complaining, and i'm not upset by it. I think I, along with your daughter, know that our mothers would take every bit of suffering away from us if they could. This is the life we were given, and I can speak for myself, that I still have a beautiful life. Thank you for your kind words and I wish your daughter stability in her health and happiness

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  3. Omg I am guilty of saying this all the time to my kids. They complain of an ache or pain and I say wait till you get my age. I need a filter on my mouth! They don't have cancer and are young and healthy right now.
    Happy Birthday! I hope you are having a good day

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    1. Don't you worry about it Ginger. I'm simply wanting people to be mindful of who they're saying this to. I'm sure it's in a lighthearted manner when you say this to your children, and nobody gets offended by it. It's not my birthday, but I'll remember your wishes when it is;)

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